if any one of you thought yesterday`s post was about what YVONNE said bout me, dont worry, its not that. ((:its also not about anyone critisizing me or whatever. its just this guy who TOLD me bout one of his opinions of smth. which made me think further, which made me feel pathetic. thats all. (:omg and freerunning is so cool. so cool! lol. runrun. jumpjump. hanghang. screamscream. hahaha. well anyway. some updates. council board? hmm. peopleneverlistentomesoicannotbeacouncillor. and people like them think i dont have any leadership skills; think someone should definitely replace me as vicechair, so i cannot be a councillor.and i dont wanna add on to my stress load anyway ya.and i still feel lousy. not that im a lousy person, i feel lousy because i feel lousy. lousy as in emotion. oh forget it im blabbering nonsense.
i would be happy if anyone offends me now. sounds insane, i know.
its cause the person would definitely push the red button, and the volcano in me will erupt. and then i can scream the shit out of myself to that person. and all my troubles will be the lava pouring out.
and i`ll be one happy person again.
but how i wish that next peson who offends me is HER. no, not yvonne.
bwahahaa. ha.
that was an evil laugh, by the way.
ohwells.
at least im feeling better today.
FREERUNNING!